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Sabtu, 15 Maret 2014

I looked back, and ask "would you?"

Yesterday I went to a local gallery in old city. I came with 2 of my lovely friends Icha and Affan.
It's quiet long time since my last visit with Icha. Due to the bad weather around Semarang this view months. back then, with Icha I was riding my tiny Ceria, hitting the floods and did so many stupid things just to get to this same place. What a joke! Haha

It's came by sudden. not too sudden sih, first plan for this weekend is I was getting prepare for Sumbing. You know, people plans, God decides. It's a way saver to stay out from the mountains during this time. It was a bit heartbroken, tinggal berangkat aja padahal. Dan Slamet erupsi. Kemudian info dari pos penjagaan di atas juga sedang badai. jadi inget lagunya nidji, "I wanna love you like a hurricane, I wanna love you like the mountain rain. So wild so pure.. So strong and crazy for you.. " Ah! Haus banget mau muncak mau muncak 3:

So I hacked the plan. Setelah selasai urus wacana KKN, kelas, saya stay di kampus untuk rapat angkatan, tinggal nunggu Icha yang tiba-tiba kumat sakit perutnya dan Bintang. But again, Bintang said that he cannot go. with some reason, what a PHP ya :( Sementara Affan juga sudah selesai ketemu dosen yang kenyataanya dia di-PHP-in juga. masalah nge lab, emang gitu sih sudah waktunya. ngerasain susah-susahnya mahasiswa semester tua :')  So I decided to ask Affan. sebenarnya dari kemarin juga sudah diajak tapi dia sangat cukup sibuk. Lumayan kan nggak usah nyetir sendiri kemana mana hahaha. Akhirnya dia ikut. His face lho kusut banget padahal emang udah biasa. Di muka dia kan cuma tersedia template sedih-sedih haha. Jadi kita emang harus refreshing! (tolong ini baru minggu kedua perkuliahan! Betapa cobaan pada mahasiswa teknik tingkat 6 ini begitu berat ya Tuhan :')

“art wasn't supposed to look nice;  it was supposed to make you feel something.” 

“I do not touch. I feel , I fell, drowning into it.” 
With this one, I just did. 

I remember the first time I came here. years ago, when I was 18, happy and had so much.. warm feelings.
Like, I wanna trapped inside, love them all to death, forever. And I feel complete.
It's always be a throwback for me to be here (actually, not only here. so many here and there) that reminds me of one person. This place is just like the place of sanctuary for me, and he's the one who brought me to my own. as Rainbow Rowell's said, I want everyone to meet him. He's my favorite person of all time. 

For taking me here, he made me feel like more than the sum of my parts.

"I don't think I even breathe when we're not together,which means, when I see you on Monday morning, it's been like sixty hours since I've taken a breath. That's probably why I'm so crabby, and why I snap at you. All I do when we're apart is think about you, and all I do when we're together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because I'm so out of control, I can't help myself. I'm not even mine anymore, I'm yours, and what if you decide that you don't want me?” ― Rainbow RowellEleanor & Park

He had me, but he's not mine.
Talking abaout him, He's always more than sum of  his part, if he haven't notice. 
There's something special in him. To me, he's just like art. 

I know that he's in a very good condition right now, taking a deal with a big project. It may seems a bit hard, his first time. But for him, I'm sure that he can do anything, almost everything. And in the end it will end up with a great result.
He will make it as always. Only if he's trying a bit harder. 
there's nothing like 'biasa-biasa aja' on him. he's always, more.

I'm no longer able to touch you. So I'll be your hugger (pemelukmu), in every prayer.
Keep on fighting.

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